TIME TO RANT, RAVE, AND CARRY ON.

[birdiewhore]

I am truly done with the female race. fuck you stupid ass bitches. My best friend of 7 years treated me like a straight up dirt ball.  I continually thought it was me, that I am a bad person, because I would only treat someone the way she treated me if i wanted nothing to do with them.  Well I go into, say, a depression for the past week crying all day every day, not eating barely anything. over a female. i'd love to just write her a letter telling her how shes a stupid succubus. that she'll never have a friend as good as me. i mean, i would have done anything for her. i lost friends over keeping her as my friend. idiot idiot idiot. I feel like i can never put full trust in a friend again. she was one of the only people i trusted (and i dont trust many). besides family.... my heart is crushed that such a close friend could do that. really...

i think i will write that letter. virtually. on livejournal. for keepsakes. until i get into a drunk rage one night and end up sending it. :)

on with some good news, cute boys at work and ONE at school. Can you believe that shit??? ONE mother fucking decent looking male out of the whole SPC campus. bullshit i say, absolute bullshit. not that i give a shit anyways, but its something to look at for now. i dont think i am capable of a substantial relationship.  being that i can't stand to be in a relationship for longer than 2 months. i've got potential baby!

things to look forward to: Yeah Yeah Yeah's concert.