people are the worst

[birdiebean]

i thought that after 16 the whole pretending someone isn't in the room became unacceptable. apperently not. so, yes, i did claim i had plans, a fairly lame excuse. but i let him know this a few days ago. i didn't say yes i could come and then cancel. i said i wasn't sure i may be busy and that i would call. and i did! what the hell? so then i run into him in front of the pub and he completely ignores me. like avoids my eyecontact ignoring. and it's not like i showed up at an early hour to show i clearly had no plans. i did go out with friends! i didn't get back till one. friends whom i had all of three months to see as much of possible. whom i have sadly not seen as much as i would like because of really different work schedules. and he really asked a lot of my time. i'm here for another month, i'm not going to waste it with someone whom i'm not that interested in. and who the hell ignores someone? argh this pisses me off. more for the fact that it means that he's pissed off, and i hate having people mad at me. which is really the reason i wasn't as blunt as i should have been about my non-interest. because then he wouldn't like me. agh so now this whole thing is my fault. but it's still rediculously rude to ignore someone. rediculously.
night lovies,
i give up,
robin