i get sad alot lately

[birdie18th4]

So do you ever just act like your not upset when you are? or when people say things that hurt you and they dont notice it? or when people just do or say things that add to the feeling that your not important enough? There are some people in my life that i care so much about, and i know it doesnt come both ways. I know they dont care for me like i care for them and it makes me sad. And matt, this isnt all about you (parts yes, all no). i just feel inadquate alot, i'm far to weak and need to work on it. i have two plans..
one, be stronger and dont get hurt so easily. going with this one i need to stand up for myself more too.
two, i forgot what it was.. damn do you hate that?