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So life.. sucks at the moment, i'm just sad. I found out that someone sit there and let me blame someone else for something that they did. let me get upset with someone else, me the person who always overreacts, yelled at someone else for something the person sitting next to me did. I'm so blind i cant believe that i didnt see it comming. i didnt think they would do that, but they are doing alot lately. i guess.. its over. and then,... hell. Well you know since i rule the universe in friendships.
So i was thinking about this, i really like jen, she is a really cool girl. Greg Collins you have a great girlfriend. Honestly she is one of the most level headed people i've ever met, and she just listens and then talks and has issues and isnt a bitch. unlike alot of people around, she is a really cool person.
Another one of my rants, but honestly its my journal so if you have a problem dont read it, dont respond and leave comments if you are to pussy to leave your name and dont leave a comment and be bitchy to me, this is MY journal. So fuck off all of you and "you suck"
New.... matt.. i think i'm getting impatient, i'm really trying and i'm just tired. i want more. i want alot. i dont know what matt wants.
on to my next bitch session, i am friends and trust jason, i dont want anything more. Honestly i want matt, i want things to be amazing with matt, not jason. i had jason, i dumped jason. I want to be friends with him, i want to hang out with him, but more than that i want to be loved by matt. if it came between them, i dont know how i would handle it but i do know that if i dont let this play out with matt i would always think "what if?" So to she who thinks that i'm after him, guess again.
So i was thinking about this, i really like jen, she is a really cool girl. Greg Collins you have a great girlfriend. Honestly she is one of the most level headed people i've ever met, and she just listens and then talks and has issues and isnt a bitch. unlike alot of people around, she is a really cool person.
Another one of my rants, but honestly its my journal so if you have a problem dont read it, dont respond and leave comments if you are to pussy to leave your name and dont leave a comment and be bitchy to me, this is MY journal. So fuck off all of you and "you suck"
New.... matt.. i think i'm getting impatient, i'm really trying and i'm just tired. i want more. i want alot. i dont know what matt wants.
on to my next bitch session, i am friends and trust jason, i dont want anything more. Honestly i want matt, i want things to be amazing with matt, not jason. i had jason, i dumped jason. I want to be friends with him, i want to hang out with him, but more than that i want to be loved by matt. if it came between them, i dont know how i would handle it but i do know that if i dont let this play out with matt i would always think "what if?" So to she who thinks that i'm after him, guess again.