My, I've just thought of it

[birdie18th4]

i really didnt think of much. Well i was thinking... lol. well i was really, last night mike said that if matt didnt go to prom with me, that i would go with someone else, which is right. but is that the only reason matt is going? because he doesnt want me to go with anyone else? i hope not, i guess i want him to come because he wants to. aaaahhh.. frustrating. everything can be frustrating. and then i was thinking of something completely different.
this kid, we .. have problems in our "friendship" i get blamed for everything, and he has no shame in talking about me or making me look bad. and then when him and my other friend have issues, i'm his friend again. what the hell?? so i'm good enough then but not before? he freaking put me through hell, and now its all okay. thanks.. joe.
next thought, i am pretty happy that i am staying home a bit longer, i know that i really want to leave, but i'm so happy to have more of this summer. i want this summer to be a good one,i want this. i want to spend more time with my boyfriend, i want to kiss him on the beach, make funny faces on the roller coasters. i want to be scared crapless on the sky ride. i want this summer.
oh funny thought, i almost passed a viper on the highway friday night, lol. my 88 was ahead of it but then i had to slow down to change lanes. lol..