Feb 29, 2004 00:21
You know wut makes me sad? I still have no friends that i can hang out with in florida and I dont see myself getting any. Its really hard to make real friends when you go to a community college 35 minutes away from where you live. I have brief inclass friends but nothing you could actually ask to do outside of school. I don't have a job so i havent met any people that way. I go to class, then come right back home and dont do anything fun except video games and spend time with Misti. When Misti is occupied i dont have many things to do cuz i have no friends. I dont have a gym membership anywhere so I cant meet anyone there. I have no initiative to get a job so i find myself stuck in a rut...no job, no opportunity to excercise with weights, no friends, NO FUN! I didnt come to florida thinking i would be going to clubs, having all sorts of fun doing new things or anything like that, but i thought i would be able to make friends and have fun. I dont miss the snow and cold weather, i do love the nicer weather, but i need friends to enjoy myself here. I cant wait until spring break when dave, justin, and rachel visit, then maybe ill have fun. And i get to go home for the 2nd half of spring break (march 17-21) and see other people which i really look forward to!!! Im just a sad mess over here without friends! Misti is great, i love spending time with her but i cant spend time with her 24/7 and i feel if she wasnt here that i would be totally depressed...Keene isnt wut i wanted, but the people i met there i really miss a lot. My last semester at keene i lived off campus in an apartment with Ricci, we were becoming great friends and I havent even talked to him since before Christmas, i dont know how the new roommate is working out, i dont know how this semester is going for him, i dont know anything! If you have any tips on how to make friends knowing how i am, please leave a comment. It would be very helpful and maybe I could actually make a friend or 2...