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My biggest fear is fealing the crush of heartbreak. I don't think that desperate clawing is something I could ever evolve mysefl out of, rebuild myself anew. When my father figure died when I was seven I didn't really exist for two to three years after that. Looking back I can tell that something was wrong and I essentially had a few years of dissacoating happening. But one day it went away, like magic. *snap* And life was there again.... so, in a slump in my getting to be mid-twenties, I'm waiting for another *snap*.
And with that, my fear is that I'm not a strong enough person to deal with heartache, or with real life sometimes.
How do you become a stronger person? It seems such an easy thing to think, but really...how do you make yourself a better person?
Anyone who reads this and takes a bit of pity on me would be nice. =(
And with that, my fear is that I'm not a strong enough person to deal with heartache, or with real life sometimes.
How do you become a stronger person? It seems such an easy thing to think, but really...how do you make yourself a better person?
Anyone who reads this and takes a bit of pity on me would be nice. =(