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He bought me flowers.. roses and tulips. *wub wub* I'm still not in love or anything.
Because it's not love, but it's still a feeling. No it's not love, but my body's reeling to move closer next to you
The Pipettes - Because it's not love
These lyrics describe my exact feelings. We watched a movie, chatted a lot and just had a good time. But I don't feel those butterflies in my belly.. Even though Danny really wasn't great or anything, I did had those feelings with him. I don't understand why I can't have 'em with Jeroen. He's sweet, thoughtful (flowers!), funny, not that bad looking ;) So what's holding me!? Guess it's nature, can't do anything about it. But I do hope those feelings will come soon, 'cause it kinda feels like using him or something :/
I'll see him tomorrow and I'm really looking forward. It's Carnaval over here --- 4 days of partying and drinking, dressing up like whatever you want (the crazier the better; mattrasses, traffic signs, whatever) and really bad music --- It officially starts on Saturday but tomorrow is a kind of preview party. So I'm going out with Hanneke and Johan, Jeroen will be there too. I'm gonna be a devil.. muahaha. Hannie and I will take pics ;)
Anyways, the rest of the Carnaval I gotta work at some bar. Cocked up hours (read: 16 hours a day, 4 days long), but at least I can make some money! So take care and I'll be back sooooon
Because it's not love, but it's still a feeling. No it's not love, but my body's reeling to move closer next to you
The Pipettes - Because it's not love
These lyrics describe my exact feelings. We watched a movie, chatted a lot and just had a good time. But I don't feel those butterflies in my belly.. Even though Danny really wasn't great or anything, I did had those feelings with him. I don't understand why I can't have 'em with Jeroen. He's sweet, thoughtful (flowers!), funny, not that bad looking ;) So what's holding me!? Guess it's nature, can't do anything about it. But I do hope those feelings will come soon, 'cause it kinda feels like using him or something :/
I'll see him tomorrow and I'm really looking forward. It's Carnaval over here --- 4 days of partying and drinking, dressing up like whatever you want (the crazier the better; mattrasses, traffic signs, whatever) and really bad music --- It officially starts on Saturday but tomorrow is a kind of preview party. So I'm going out with Hanneke and Johan, Jeroen will be there too. I'm gonna be a devil.. muahaha. Hannie and I will take pics ;)
Anyways, the rest of the Carnaval I gotta work at some bar. Cocked up hours (read: 16 hours a day, 4 days long), but at least I can make some money! So take care and I'll be back sooooon