omg
I just realized how happy and innocent and sheltered my life has been forever.
My whole life has been good and I've always been happy. Like sometimes I've been like fml, but under the surface i've been happy because i knew that everything would work out because it always has.
like every single time of my life has been the best time of my life. (except maybe middle school, but actually even middle school, lots of awesome things happened then even though i was really fug)
and that's how i thought life was. but i realized that's it's really really not like that for alot of people.
and i feel weird about it.
*~*~*
Saagar and I went to Boston this weekend. We wanted to see inception, and we did, but we ended up seeing the really late showing (at 11 pm) and didn't get home til 5 am.
We went to Chinatown and ran into an '08 who's working at Lazard now and i was a little bit shocked by how much the alumn system works and realized that i have to get on that...and like get on trying to get a job after college.
Saag and I walked around alot and we passed by the same exact streets that i passed by exactly 4 years ago when me, elaine, alex, quentin, and zach went into boston. Like we literally passed right by that Rebecca's Cafe and the really shiny building. And i thought about how much I changed and how everything there stayed the same and how I don't even talk to those people anymore even though i had felt so close to them for those 8 weeks.
And how now i was there and i was so different and 20 and how back then i was just 16..idk it was really bizarre.
My whole life has been good and I've always been happy. Like sometimes I've been like fml, but under the surface i've been happy because i knew that everything would work out because it always has.
like every single time of my life has been the best time of my life. (except maybe middle school, but actually even middle school, lots of awesome things happened then even though i was really fug)
and that's how i thought life was. but i realized that's it's really really not like that for alot of people.
and i feel weird about it.
*~*~*
Saagar and I went to Boston this weekend. We wanted to see inception, and we did, but we ended up seeing the really late showing (at 11 pm) and didn't get home til 5 am.
We went to Chinatown and ran into an '08 who's working at Lazard now and i was a little bit shocked by how much the alumn system works and realized that i have to get on that...and like get on trying to get a job after college.
Saag and I walked around alot and we passed by the same exact streets that i passed by exactly 4 years ago when me, elaine, alex, quentin, and zach went into boston. Like we literally passed right by that Rebecca's Cafe and the really shiny building. And i thought about how much I changed and how everything there stayed the same and how I don't even talk to those people anymore even though i had felt so close to them for those 8 weeks.
And how now i was there and i was so different and 20 and how back then i was just 16..idk it was really bizarre.