i'm happy because
it's raining, my tok paper is almost done, things aren't awkward with Ben anymore, i can hear thunder, i'm going to take a shower soon, my room is a mess but i'm okay with that, i was able to make my deadline, me and my mom aren't in a fight
WAIT my mood was ruined. Now I am just slightly chagrined with warm feelings of residual fuzziness.
I just realized that I don't know the definitions to any word and people just htink i do. fuck, i should study.
why my mom gotta go find pictures of my on the internets? :(
at least its still raining.