Dec 12, 2005 13:50
hey... today sucks.. like hardcore sucks!!! so i thought it was an A day so i get to school and guess what.. its a fucking B day... and to make things better i have two projects due that i didnt get to finish or bring to school. why? because i thought they were due the next day. gr. i hate school sometimes...
i finally understand what jamie...old washington friend...means about how someone can take one persons style and complete devour it into something else!!!! i see it all the time and its annoying. i kinda regret doing it to her 90 percent of the time when we were friends...
im hating the word emo... everywhere i turn its emo this or emo that. GAHHHH! emo every where its like invade of the emo. emo emo emo emo emo emo! there im emoed out. i quite.
i hate myself so much latly its crazy. i get so jealous latly. over dumb things. and i get mad and annoyed like no other. even when someones tring to cheer me up im just thinking whatever leave me alone your making it worse. all ive wanted to do is cry. and over nothing. absolutly fucking nothing. how lame can i get. whatever.
johns coming home soon..like, real soon. that will cheer me up... hopefully.
but im done ranting.
<3 me
ps... fuck my space, live journals where its at. lol