friday anxieties
its our work party, it starts tonight and it continues tomorrow and more on sunday....i dont think i'll be at work on monday........or tuesday!
i am forever standing up on my bed and stopping the fan with my head.....i dont even know why i stand up on my bed, ive thought about it and there's really no good reason to. so ive programmed myself, the next time it happens i'll ask myself, "why are we standing up on the bed for, specifically???".
it hot, like arse chaffingly hot. not nutsack chaffing yet though thank goodness. when ya get the chaffed sack, ya know it fucking hot!......but, butt chaffing is definitely no fun neither.
bistrange dreams bout being chased but the plod, big car chases, maybe cos i been playing the need for speed CARBON game alot. i want one of those nintendo WII consoles, it'll fit in the vehicle when i blow this town...dreams about a monkey, when i woke up i missed it, and i missed it all day...... i have amazing dreams when i dont smoke for a bit, seen a show bout weed and how it shuts down certain areas of the brain function, bet its the dreaming parts, im my own lab rat, in more ways than one.
im becoming calmer as i sit here writing, i like to write, always have. like words, like em alot.
finish work next friday i think for christmas, dread christmas alot, especially this year.... start back 2-01-07.... rumour has it they will finish us up for good february, was supposed to be april. dont care anymore really, just want my redundancy cheque... the sooner the better!! then the adventure.
i am forever standing up on my bed and stopping the fan with my head.....i dont even know why i stand up on my bed, ive thought about it and there's really no good reason to. so ive programmed myself, the next time it happens i'll ask myself, "why are we standing up on the bed for, specifically???".
it hot, like arse chaffingly hot. not nutsack chaffing yet though thank goodness. when ya get the chaffed sack, ya know it fucking hot!......but, butt chaffing is definitely no fun neither.
bistrange dreams bout being chased but the plod, big car chases, maybe cos i been playing the need for speed CARBON game alot. i want one of those nintendo WII consoles, it'll fit in the vehicle when i blow this town...dreams about a monkey, when i woke up i missed it, and i missed it all day...... i have amazing dreams when i dont smoke for a bit, seen a show bout weed and how it shuts down certain areas of the brain function, bet its the dreaming parts, im my own lab rat, in more ways than one.
im becoming calmer as i sit here writing, i like to write, always have. like words, like em alot.
finish work next friday i think for christmas, dread christmas alot, especially this year.... start back 2-01-07.... rumour has it they will finish us up for good february, was supposed to be april. dont care anymore really, just want my redundancy cheque... the sooner the better!! then the adventure.