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i no sleepy...
gotta drop the fossils at the airplane @ 5.00am, its both sad and relief @ the same time.
i promised them long ago id be going back home for good by this particular christmas, so id be home for my 30th birthday. i think its preety obvious to them that i wont be going back now. its a difficult thing. i feel guilty, so guilty about it. i wonder whether i'll ever even see em again, well Ma anyway.
guilt..selfishness..
the deaths of my parents....im terrifed.
gotta drop the fossils at the airplane @ 5.00am, its both sad and relief @ the same time.
i promised them long ago id be going back home for good by this particular christmas, so id be home for my 30th birthday. i think its preety obvious to them that i wont be going back now. its a difficult thing. i feel guilty, so guilty about it. i wonder whether i'll ever even see em again, well Ma anyway.
guilt..selfishness..
the deaths of my parents....im terrifed.