May 14, 2009 23:13
I think this is in a jack johnson song, but the line says
"why don't the newscasters cry, as they report how people die?"
Shit man, seriously. I feel like people probably need to empathize a little more. I have been in a really weird mood lately, and literally almost cried as someone told me about all the shit that is going on in their life. I also cried in church the other sunday (i guess this happened before the other one, and actually sparked this whole mood), it was just such a perfect set of songs, and I had that feeling like there was really something going on. I realized what an idiot I can be, and how short I fall in the categories that people/the bible consider "good" attributes.
It has been really weird, but I like it. I feel like its the right direction for my life to go right now. I feel like as things come up in my life in the future, I don't want to lose this sense that we're all in this crazy thing called life together, and that me making your life a little bit better, is just as good as me making my life a little bit better.
I'm not sure what just happened here, but this is not what I sat down to write about. I think it's odd how often that happens in these posts. Maybe this is what I sat down to write about after all.
Also, I was slightly disappointed by the season finale of lost. Brutal.