Nov 02, 2006 04:41
Well, the climax of this week has been me being unable to trust ANYONE with ANYTHING they say to me. It has gotten pretty nasty around here, considering i'm back to sleeping all day. Everyone gets really pissy around me because apparently i radiate some sort of negative energy. Honestly, my brain doesnt come with a on and off switch for what moods i'd like to use today. Just because you said BITCH instead of PITCH wont set me off, alright? so you can stand on both of you feet now and not your tippy toes.
So, it begins... the Holiday Rush that causes me to develop waves and waves of Anxiety around this time of year. Who does it bother? EVERYONE apparently. And with my cousin's new baby, i cant be on high alert like i usually am. Oh wonderful... I'll just sit in the living room while everyone eats just like last year.
Am i really becoming Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde? I threatened my mom with a Squeeze Mayo bottle if she didnt take me to get a Halloween Costume for a party i was attending THAT NIGHT. WTF! Its appparently been this way all my life, just in gradual spurts. Now its Level 3 Rage? Do i need to call NORAD about this tumult of emotions people have been witnessing? No. According to the brother i just need to "take my medication" that i so begged for. You know brother, its not like a TYLENOL fast acting and all.
This week really wasnt a perfect week, considering Sunday i had that BIG party i was invited to... and Tuesday was Halloween and i managed to make a 3 y/o girl cry because i looked like Bethany from LazyTown. PFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFT! That made me feel like shit all night.
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