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I'm not handling school well. I'm missing classes...sleeping too much...I'm way behind in my homework.
I've been feeling compulsive...I want to do crazy things. Dye my hair a crazy color, cut myself, take too many pills, break up with my boyfriend for no reason, buy things I don't need, etc etc....
I'm also am sad though. I've barely gotten out of my room today. I can't even motivate myself to get out of my room to get food or check for a package I'm expecting.
I haven't gone to my drawing or sewing classes for two weeks...
I have a note from my doctor that says something along the lines of "Please be advised that the above patient has migraines and bipolar disorder." lmao I'm supposed to hand that to my fucking teacher and expect them to be like. "Oh, okay...well then that's totally fine that you haven't been in class for two weeks you little nut job"
Aww...man...
If someone is awake and reading this...please respond. Its 2:30 and I'd just like to know that someone else it out there that know what its like to be like this.
I've been feeling compulsive...I want to do crazy things. Dye my hair a crazy color, cut myself, take too many pills, break up with my boyfriend for no reason, buy things I don't need, etc etc....
I'm also am sad though. I've barely gotten out of my room today. I can't even motivate myself to get out of my room to get food or check for a package I'm expecting.
I haven't gone to my drawing or sewing classes for two weeks...
I have a note from my doctor that says something along the lines of "Please be advised that the above patient has migraines and bipolar disorder." lmao I'm supposed to hand that to my fucking teacher and expect them to be like. "Oh, okay...well then that's totally fine that you haven't been in class for two weeks you little nut job"
Aww...man...
If someone is awake and reading this...please respond. Its 2:30 and I'd just like to know that someone else it out there that know what its like to be like this.