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i'm sorry to take up space for a kind of silly post, but i just want to thank everyone who replied to my last post. i'd post a reply to each comment but i'd end up being really redundant and sounding insincere. so this is sincerely to each of you...
thank you so much. i'd say you have no idea how much your words helped, but part of the reason they helped so much is because i know that you do know.
i'm going to start focusing on just trying to be as pleasant as i possibly can around my mom and the other people in my house, and not try to explain this to anyone anymore. i am going to counseling, and at my next appointment i'll tell my counselor that i need more help right away...
thank you so much for helping me. because of all of you, i'm realizing that i can (and have to) take action to help myself instead of begging for other people to help me. and i'm realizing that even though i'm being told that my problems aren't real, it's not self indulgence to try to get help... it's the best thing i can do for myself and everyone around me, even if i'm the only one who understands that.
thank you.
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