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boys suck... they bitch about not getting laid and about how girls are just a waste of time and then what do they do? they fucking go off and get a girlfriend.......fuck it
So I geuss it was just sex to you....
So I geuss it was just sex to you....
I see a lot of your entries are negative.. sad as fuck.
You shouldn't look down. What I always did when I lost everything is I'd go outside at night, lit up a cigarrette, and played my guitar. I knew I was stuck in a prison with no walls, and it took me forever to break away. 6 months being stuck with nobody there. But I refused to look down, cuz I knew that it would get better, even if it took years.
It's never easy to keep your head up, and even me being the most positive person in the world, I almost failed at that.. it'll always take some effort, and some hell, but I promise everything gets better.
You rock, from what I know about you, and I know it's just a matter of time before your world clicks and you're free, all at once. No more bitter times; rather days that turn to nights in which you're excited to hurry up and sleep so the next day could be just as good as today.
Boys are stupid as hell.. Yes, I'm a guy, and it's assholes like sucky boys that ruin who we are. But don't let guys get to you, sweetheart. Just keep your head up, and walk right past him. Put a smile on your face, and be excited for that day where everything clicks together ~~ where days pass when that boy is not even remembered, when you have a cute guy next to you wherever you go, and where you can go home and relax because you're safe.
I hope everythings gets better sooner rather than later.. but everything will get better at some point. Just get past today.
I know we probably won't chat once again for like months lol, but if you ever wanna message me, I'm still on okcupid -- "KriticalSyn"
See ya.
<3 I miss New England + Boston :)
~Mike
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