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blah. i feel like crap and i kinda wish turnabout were over. i have no idea why im even going.
im prolly gonna die tonight cuz im riding with brandi and, who woulda thought, she'll be drinking. so, i love you all. at least ill die with my hair and nails all nice. fuck! im gonna die a virgin... bastards.
too much to do today. hair, planned parenthood, i still wanna see that fucking play! need to get my dress hemmed and have my scarf made. which doesnt match my dress, but it matches the shoes that nobody will see cuz im too fucking short! im not looking forward to this, but there's been too much $$ spent already to back out.
i still wish i were going with brandon, things are gonna be a bit akward with jeremy tonight. he said he'd dance if we did it. but when i said no he said that i couldnt answer cuz he never specified what 'it' was. goofy bastard. he said he'd dance anyway. i have a feeling that when he says 'dance' he means make a complete ass of himself. at least this night will be interesting. well, see whoever's going to the reitz turnabout tonight. i think that's only marysa! see ya there sexy!
im prolly gonna die tonight cuz im riding with brandi and, who woulda thought, she'll be drinking. so, i love you all. at least ill die with my hair and nails all nice. fuck! im gonna die a virgin... bastards.
too much to do today. hair, planned parenthood, i still wanna see that fucking play! need to get my dress hemmed and have my scarf made. which doesnt match my dress, but it matches the shoes that nobody will see cuz im too fucking short! im not looking forward to this, but there's been too much $$ spent already to back out.
i still wish i were going with brandon, things are gonna be a bit akward with jeremy tonight. he said he'd dance if we did it. but when i said no he said that i couldnt answer cuz he never specified what 'it' was. goofy bastard. he said he'd dance anyway. i have a feeling that when he says 'dance' he means make a complete ass of himself. at least this night will be interesting. well, see whoever's going to the reitz turnabout tonight. i think that's only marysa! see ya there sexy!