hellllo, how are you....(adele singing)
So let see I got my grade back for one of my classes from the discussions and test and let me you im in for quite the next few weeks if this teacher is gonna keep on being the way she is. I broke down and ugly cried!!! I sure did, that ugly face, tears just rolling out. My husband who barely understands my anxieties, says to me you have got to stop putting so much pressure on yourself and let it roll off. He read my teachers reply and thought it was shitty too but not to get as upset with it as I did. WELL YOU ARE NOT ME!!! For two days I have been over examining everything and going through it constantly he just stops listening after while i know he does. I don't blame him, not at all.
Enough about school its making me itch. I talked to my SIL today and it was like a sigh of relief for some reason, we don't usually get to speak on the phone to each other, our schedules are different as well as the time difference. Usually we skype or facetime quick with the kids and that about all. But we text just about everyday. Its so nice to have that kind of relationship with her now, it never used to be like that. We talk more than she talks to her own brother, but hes ok with that lol. I talk to her more than my own best friend. I feel like that relationship has fizzled out She has another BFF that seems to have taken my place since I moved. I dont blame her, i guess. None of my relationship with anyone has lasted so i expect it. The only one that seems to have made it, is my relationship with my husband 17 years together, 10 years married. I was still in HS when we got together lol. Long LONG bumpy road but still together.
Ok so i need to go do something before bed. Hope you guys had a good labor day weekend. Thanks for all the comments!
Enough about school its making me itch. I talked to my SIL today and it was like a sigh of relief for some reason, we don't usually get to speak on the phone to each other, our schedules are different as well as the time difference. Usually we skype or facetime quick with the kids and that about all. But we text just about everyday. Its so nice to have that kind of relationship with her now, it never used to be like that. We talk more than she talks to her own brother, but hes ok with that lol. I talk to her more than my own best friend. I feel like that relationship has fizzled out She has another BFF that seems to have taken my place since I moved. I dont blame her, i guess. None of my relationship with anyone has lasted so i expect it. The only one that seems to have made it, is my relationship with my husband 17 years together, 10 years married. I was still in HS when we got together lol. Long LONG bumpy road but still together.
Ok so i need to go do something before bed. Hope you guys had a good labor day weekend. Thanks for all the comments!