red days
today i have my period. today, i blew up again.
my brother has always been the victim of my frantic yelling and bitching whenever i'm stressed out or i have my monthly visitor.
my mom has been constantly telling me that i need to control my anger because she has observed that i've been like this ever since she could remember.
I don't know why i LOVE doing this.it's not like i intend to do it but the feeling that i get is very overwhelming. i love the power, i love how magestic i become when i'm the boss, when think that i'm right.i think it's a symptom of insecurity of some sort.
i think i need anger management.
well, at least there's Mika Nakashima's soothing voice to calm me.