updatin
well just got back frm baby sittin..i got to baby sit like 15 kids. they were all babies...who tha hell would let me ta ke care of their kid?!?! oh well i like little kids they're cute...except when they start crying cus they're crying b ut u don't know wat they want its depressing..well two days ago i accidentely cut myself wit glass on the bottom of my foot..doc said i didn't need stiches i thnk i do...a co uple hrs ago i took my bandages off n woop piece of glass again same spot hurts like a bithc!!! ahhh!!!!so my mom gives me alcohol for the pain....sshe says its better than pain kills...whatever u say mom...my own mother got me buzzed lol.who understands parents....she'll give me alcohol but yet she'll ground me when i come home drunk...hint hint...birthday part!lol....on other news..mother n i arent' getting along again..n yesturday my dad called my aunt in texas..he never does that just to say hi..only for birthdays n holidays...of course i heard on the other line...guess who might be spending junior yr in texas...:"( wendy.they were talkn n shit n i was like fuck no im not goin to texas i'll go to visit but im afraid of not being able to come back....i can't leave here..this is my home..my whole life is here...its fuckn hard to make new friends here..n its gonna be even harder in texas..where i don't know n e body..but if i do end up in texas i promise im gonna come back...senior yr no matter wat i will come back....hopefully akimi will be moved out n i' ll get a job n move in wit her.......heeelp