my mom can die n go to hell
i ffuckn hat her..i can't stop shakin... she started yellin at the little boy n i told her to stop...my sister just hit him n thats y hes cryn..the bithc didn't listne to me..instead she got up threw my against the wall n started bangin my head against it... started chokin me n slapping me across the face..... n my dad just standin there like a fuckn idiot not doing n e th in.....man i sure wish she would kille dme so i wouldn't have to deal wit it ever again...i don't wanna be here n e more...she fuckn ruins my life..i can't be happy ever..i don't have the fuckn guts to hit that bitch back or leave my house..becasue truly..im fuckn alone in the world..it seems as if i have a million friends which in a way i do...but honestly when it comes to stuff like this i don't have n e one to count on..n the only person i had to count on died...if i were to leave i have no fuckn where to go...i can't be any more lost and traped..i can't take this shit....n its not good for my health..all this fuckn stress is not good for my heart..ikn case some of u didn't know i have heart disease..ive had a heart murmur since i was born... i should just fuckn die right now..just disappear.....