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This is an open post, the first one in a very long time, because i want everyones opinion. if you dont have an lj, either make one, or just leave your name in the comment box. annon posting has been turned on, but ill figure out who you are by tracking IPs anyways, so yeah. thanks.
first of all, im interested to hear what everyone has to say on this, not just what my close friends think. i know what they think before i ask, normally. i want your opinion only if youve talked to me once in your life. you are on my friends list for a reason.
ive given up on this sad town...i cant say ive met many people who arent incredibly fake, two faced, or a combination of those and many other things.
but, im curious to here the gallerys opinion before i make my final decision.
is there anything left in this town? not just for me...for good people in general.
does anyone even care that im still here?
what do you think of me as a person. i mean, tell me, who exactly do you think i am? if you had to write a paragraph or so on me, what would you say? am i good person, or at least, do you think i am one, if you dont know me well? tell me exactly what you think of me. you can tell me you despise me, if you wish, but im interested to know what you think, none the less. if you dont like me, tell me why you think this, same thing if you do like me. i wont be offended either way, but i want you to just give me something more then "because i do(n't)"
it kinda upsets me, because i dont really expect most people to have read even this. but...maybe you actully are one of the good people, if you read this far. maybe you are the reason i keep going, and perhaps you dont even know it. two girls immediatly jump to mind, one of them barley knows me, and i wouldnt be surprised if the other one despises me, after all thats happened. but none the less, i cant help but think so so SO highly of you. i have great respect for the two of you and if i only had the strength to tell you this to both of your faces. but hey, i suppose we cant all be perfect. i turn beat red every time either of you makes eye contact with me. i always look away from shame that i suppose i feel because i honestly feel you two in paticular are in a level so far above me, it would be pure nonsense for me to mention that i think the two of you are absolutly beautiful, (no, not sexy, not hot. beautiful) on the outside, deffinitly, and from the impression ive recieved, on the inside, as well.
i am truly in amazement. this is my rant for the night. now its your turn. tell me anything and everything you think about me. there is no thing as wrong awnsers, or being harsh or polite. just be honest. thanks guys <3
TJ~
first of all, im interested to hear what everyone has to say on this, not just what my close friends think. i know what they think before i ask, normally. i want your opinion only if youve talked to me once in your life. you are on my friends list for a reason.
ive given up on this sad town...i cant say ive met many people who arent incredibly fake, two faced, or a combination of those and many other things.
but, im curious to here the gallerys opinion before i make my final decision.
is there anything left in this town? not just for me...for good people in general.
does anyone even care that im still here?
what do you think of me as a person. i mean, tell me, who exactly do you think i am? if you had to write a paragraph or so on me, what would you say? am i good person, or at least, do you think i am one, if you dont know me well? tell me exactly what you think of me. you can tell me you despise me, if you wish, but im interested to know what you think, none the less. if you dont like me, tell me why you think this, same thing if you do like me. i wont be offended either way, but i want you to just give me something more then "because i do(n't)"
it kinda upsets me, because i dont really expect most people to have read even this. but...maybe you actully are one of the good people, if you read this far. maybe you are the reason i keep going, and perhaps you dont even know it. two girls immediatly jump to mind, one of them barley knows me, and i wouldnt be surprised if the other one despises me, after all thats happened. but none the less, i cant help but think so so SO highly of you. i have great respect for the two of you and if i only had the strength to tell you this to both of your faces. but hey, i suppose we cant all be perfect. i turn beat red every time either of you makes eye contact with me. i always look away from shame that i suppose i feel because i honestly feel you two in paticular are in a level so far above me, it would be pure nonsense for me to mention that i think the two of you are absolutly beautiful, (no, not sexy, not hot. beautiful) on the outside, deffinitly, and from the impression ive recieved, on the inside, as well.
i am truly in amazement. this is my rant for the night. now its your turn. tell me anything and everything you think about me. there is no thing as wrong awnsers, or being harsh or polite. just be honest. thanks guys <3
TJ~