It's weird.
I forgot my password to this thing a while ago and I just lost the urge to write in this thing. But it's weird, my friend Todd Kitchen is in the hospital and I've never really had a good friend in this kind of situation. He got into a bad car accident about 6 days ago and he's just not exactly in the best of shape. I went and visited him at the hospital today. He wasn't awake to see me or anything but seeing him in that state kind of just hit me how crazy of a situation it is. Of how close he was to dying. When it's moments like that, you just forget everything that's unimportant to you, the material products. Nothing really matters, it's like all you want is this kid to be fucking alright again. I don't know what's going on anymore. Life used to be so simple, you know. Now it's like; work, sleep, work, routine routine routine. Fuck that shit. I hate that shit. I hate working. I just want to skate and be happy and hang out with all my buddies. Everyone's so caught up in their own little world, they forget to have fun. Life can be over in an instant, what can you say you've accomplished in yours? That's what I thought. Nothing off the top of your head, at least I can't. Just the people I've met and become close to. What am I talking about? Absolutley nothing. I'm rambling. It's sad an event like Todd's accident has to occur for me to realize what or who's really important in my life. I'm sick of this same ole same ole. I want to be able to say something when people ask me "What's up?". I want to be able to say like "dude, I just got back from sky diving, or I just got back from driving all night to some random place and driving back just for the hell of it." I want to do something with my life instead of this bullshit work-sleep crap. I need that little spark, that little bit of magic. Inspiration can come from anything. If you surround yourself with people who want what you want, you'll succeed. I just hope Todd comes out of this alright. I think my nighttime Tylenol cough medicine is kicking in. Ouvia.