Another post? How rare!
Yeah, I know I posted earlier today, shut up. Last night at 1 am, I decided to write down all of my thoughts at that moment for a school project. Yup. It came out really weird, to say the least. It sounds like the ramblings of a crazy person, but I'll post what I wrote anyway. Have fun, kiddies.
"if this kid kills himself I hope it's not because of me. now I have to deal with this mess of a person. I love explosions in the sky. their songs are beautifully heart-breaking, but sometimes they're a bit too long. why is it so damn cold outside. I know it's february, but damn. I need to finish all of my work. sarah jessica parker isn't that attractive. sex in the city is kind of weird. I really want some cookies but I just had rice pudding. I've never been on an upside-down rollercoaster and I feel really lame because of it. Wooden rollercoasters rock, though. I feel trapped. how long have I been in this school. why is she still with that guy if she hates him. why am I still up at 1? I have a history of horrible, horrible sleeping habits. I should really stop before I die really early because of it. I should go to borders tomorrow and buy incredibad. ANGRY SHAMPOOING in sex in the city. I WANNA MARRY MR. BIIIIG. I think the best 'bad" band name ever is "those fucking unicorns". that or "natalie portman's shaved head". aah the internet. I'm way too obsessed with you. why did I get another pair of converse if I don't really like them that much? they're not that comfortable. The circuit board print is really nice, though. I need to finish watching big nothing if not only for simon pegg. I can't really imagine myself with a different name. it's who I am now. my own little label. If I was male, my parents would've named me either julian or seth, which happen to be the first names of two of my favorite comedic actors. I wonder if being a guy is INCREDIBLY different from being a girl. we're both human, right? I wonder how you play bubble bobble. (taking a break) I'm happy to help but stop crying on my shoulder when you know you're the one who started this in the first place. he's confusing. I'm on a boat aaaaand I'm going fast aaaand I got a nautical themed pashmina afghaaan. he needs help.I should really stop cursing. It's really hard though, I've gotten so used to it. it just makes some situations really awkward.(another break)"Always be open to the possibility of abundant love at any moment."-Russell Brand. I think that this is a surprisingly beautiful quote from a man who has 2 feet tall hair and wears eyeliner. I'm not sure if my thoughts are more meaningful in the daytime or the night. i don't know what I'm dooooiing. Rambling at 1 in the morning. i wonder if there's actually a person that looks like a foot. I need to go outside some more. I miss some of my friends. I never get the chance to talk to them nowadays. dramatic films are way too depressing sometimes. I'll usually go for a comedic film if I have a choice. what makes a film "good" or "watchable" in the eyes of a critic? Wouldn't being a film critic be swell? Sitting on your butt all day watching movies and taking notes about them like it's a very very important occupation. And eating popcorn. film critics aren't always right in some cases. There are a couple of films that I really like that were panned. like BASEketball. which I've seen at least 3 or 4 times now. Forget airplane, this is my favorite David Zucker film. though I haven't seen that much. How long have I been typing like this? how am I going to illustrate all of this? I get angry sometimes, but I don't think I've actually physically yelled at someone when I was pissed. I really need to do that at some point. but I'd be afraid of hurting their feelings. boy that's lame. this looks like mental diarrhea at this point. "
Yeah. That's how my mind works. Also, that kid I mention in the beginning is fine now. He was just having some trouble with friends, that's all.
"if this kid kills himself I hope it's not because of me. now I have to deal with this mess of a person. I love explosions in the sky. their songs are beautifully heart-breaking, but sometimes they're a bit too long. why is it so damn cold outside. I know it's february, but damn. I need to finish all of my work. sarah jessica parker isn't that attractive. sex in the city is kind of weird. I really want some cookies but I just had rice pudding. I've never been on an upside-down rollercoaster and I feel really lame because of it. Wooden rollercoasters rock, though. I feel trapped. how long have I been in this school. why is she still with that guy if she hates him. why am I still up at 1? I have a history of horrible, horrible sleeping habits. I should really stop before I die really early because of it. I should go to borders tomorrow and buy incredibad. ANGRY SHAMPOOING in sex in the city. I WANNA MARRY MR. BIIIIG. I think the best 'bad" band name ever is "those fucking unicorns". that or "natalie portman's shaved head". aah the internet. I'm way too obsessed with you. why did I get another pair of converse if I don't really like them that much? they're not that comfortable. The circuit board print is really nice, though. I need to finish watching big nothing if not only for simon pegg. I can't really imagine myself with a different name. it's who I am now. my own little label. If I was male, my parents would've named me either julian or seth, which happen to be the first names of two of my favorite comedic actors. I wonder if being a guy is INCREDIBLY different from being a girl. we're both human, right? I wonder how you play bubble bobble. (taking a break) I'm happy to help but stop crying on my shoulder when you know you're the one who started this in the first place. he's confusing. I'm on a boat aaaaand I'm going fast aaaand I got a nautical themed pashmina afghaaan. he needs help.I should really stop cursing. It's really hard though, I've gotten so used to it. it just makes some situations really awkward.(another break)"Always be open to the possibility of abundant love at any moment."-Russell Brand. I think that this is a surprisingly beautiful quote from a man who has 2 feet tall hair and wears eyeliner. I'm not sure if my thoughts are more meaningful in the daytime or the night. i don't know what I'm dooooiing. Rambling at 1 in the morning. i wonder if there's actually a person that looks like a foot. I need to go outside some more. I miss some of my friends. I never get the chance to talk to them nowadays. dramatic films are way too depressing sometimes. I'll usually go for a comedic film if I have a choice. what makes a film "good" or "watchable" in the eyes of a critic? Wouldn't being a film critic be swell? Sitting on your butt all day watching movies and taking notes about them like it's a very very important occupation. And eating popcorn. film critics aren't always right in some cases. There are a couple of films that I really like that were panned. like BASEketball. which I've seen at least 3 or 4 times now. Forget airplane, this is my favorite David Zucker film. though I haven't seen that much. How long have I been typing like this? how am I going to illustrate all of this? I get angry sometimes, but I don't think I've actually physically yelled at someone when I was pissed. I really need to do that at some point. but I'd be afraid of hurting their feelings. boy that's lame. this looks like mental diarrhea at this point. "
Yeah. That's how my mind works. Also, that kid I mention in the beginning is fine now. He was just having some trouble with friends, that's all.