Not dead
Just a quick post to let you guys know that, despite the fact that i may have seemed to have dropped off the face of the earth lately, i'm not dead,
Have not taken any effexor in four days...very disoriented and cold and sick and grumpy. My feet are currently numb, my brain feels like it's twitching, and i'm shivering...and i just got into a fight with my dad because he was trying to talk to me about my stocks, i didn't understand what he was saying because i had vertigo...then he said that he invested my money in pharmaceuticals and i told him that i didn't want any of my money going to pharmaceuticals and i didnt care how much of a profit i made...Seriously, at this point in time I would rather invest money in a company that specializes in liposuction and breast implants than fucking drug companies...motherfucker. Sorry I dropped off the face of the earth. I'm not exactly a ray of fucking sunshine lately, i'm very volatile, and i feel very bad subjecting people to me right now...so i haven't been online or whatnot...
Lindsay, i'm so so so so so so sorry but i'm not exactly making it to goshen later on...I barely made it out of bed and I really don't want to subject you to the details of what goes on lately, but needless to say i'm not really up for a road trip...I want to go up and see you a different time to make up for it...i really do...i just like cannot function right now and would not be a pleasant guest...I'm a really shitty sister and i'm sorry but I really would probably ruin the whole affair anyways right now....
This is a really big fucking womp womp.
it won't let me make it big enough...
Have not taken any effexor in four days...very disoriented and cold and sick and grumpy. My feet are currently numb, my brain feels like it's twitching, and i'm shivering...and i just got into a fight with my dad because he was trying to talk to me about my stocks, i didn't understand what he was saying because i had vertigo...then he said that he invested my money in pharmaceuticals and i told him that i didn't want any of my money going to pharmaceuticals and i didnt care how much of a profit i made...Seriously, at this point in time I would rather invest money in a company that specializes in liposuction and breast implants than fucking drug companies...motherfucker. Sorry I dropped off the face of the earth. I'm not exactly a ray of fucking sunshine lately, i'm very volatile, and i feel very bad subjecting people to me right now...so i haven't been online or whatnot...
Lindsay, i'm so so so so so so sorry but i'm not exactly making it to goshen later on...I barely made it out of bed and I really don't want to subject you to the details of what goes on lately, but needless to say i'm not really up for a road trip...I want to go up and see you a different time to make up for it...i really do...i just like cannot function right now and would not be a pleasant guest...I'm a really shitty sister and i'm sorry but I really would probably ruin the whole affair anyways right now....
This is a really big fucking womp womp.
it won't let me make it big enough...