Jun 30, 2005 21:36
This entry is going to be a little depressing. I have been keeping a secret from some people and its time for me to let the cat out of the bag. As alot of people know Crystina was pregnant. She had a mis\carrige and the baby was mine. :'( It was a little boy, Jesse Christopher Newton JR. He was born on 6/29 at 6:30am and died 6/29 at 6:31am :'(. I know that some of you readers may post to this journal im begging you PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE be nice and dont bring me down any further than i already am. Think about outliving one of your children and how it would feel to put one of your kids in the ground before you respond. Any support from anyone would be greatly appreciated no matter who you are, even if we dont get along, i would like some support through this.
*Boyz don't cry, they prefer bawling, not shot calling, tear drops falling* - Mc Chris