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Ok, I had an emotion about all of this stuff from last night today...
It was confusion and irritabilty about money issues.
Why?
I have to pay $200 to take the cat that will end up dying soon.
But she is MY old grey, matted, stinky pussy. I got her in kindergarten. Now, she can't jump, crawl, or do much more than sleep...two hundred dollars for an antique cat...most expensive, smelliest antique I will have in the place.
At least I am back to my "norm" of hiding feelings behind bad humor...
It was confusion and irritabilty about money issues.
Why?
I have to pay $200 to take the cat that will end up dying soon.
But she is MY old grey, matted, stinky pussy. I got her in kindergarten. Now, she can't jump, crawl, or do much more than sleep...two hundred dollars for an antique cat...most expensive, smelliest antique I will have in the place.
At least I am back to my "norm" of hiding feelings behind bad humor...