it seems..
I don't write in this very often anymore... its like a huge part of what used to be my life has just dissipated to nothingness.... I think I just woke up... or fell asleep maybe... there is a nightmare of my life that consists to death... I wish I would die, or wake up... or sleep... or just disappear...
I've been homeless for about 6 months now... through winter, from fall... half a year... almost more.... time seems to go oddly, life does as well... depression sets in, the cold seems to fill your bones... you shiver whenever possible just to be warmer... warmth is always good... if you have the chance you eat, even if you don't feel hungry... and everything just fades to shades.... the sunrise and sunset have to meaning... and you sleep when you can, because when your cold... you can't....
you cry... you feel pain... and everything just seems wrong...
was life ment to be like this? was time ment to go on for so long? who should end up this way?
the quiet isn't peaceful when you hear so much of it... maybe death will be...
~Dane
I've been homeless for about 6 months now... through winter, from fall... half a year... almost more.... time seems to go oddly, life does as well... depression sets in, the cold seems to fill your bones... you shiver whenever possible just to be warmer... warmth is always good... if you have the chance you eat, even if you don't feel hungry... and everything just fades to shades.... the sunrise and sunset have to meaning... and you sleep when you can, because when your cold... you can't....
you cry... you feel pain... and everything just seems wrong...
was life ment to be like this? was time ment to go on for so long? who should end up this way?
the quiet isn't peaceful when you hear so much of it... maybe death will be...
~Dane