Sep 20, 2005 16:07
Anyway here is whats been going on for those who might give a shit.
Well Ben is in college and doing real well. I am real proud of him. He is taking this music class that teaches you how to teach music to little kids. It is soo cute watching him make up little class assignments for imaginary kids.LOL. I have been spending entire weekends with him at his house. I take DAx with me so that she can hang out with Koden. anyway. So a couple weekends ago was my BDAy party at Sam and Shannons which was a lot of fun. Shannon and I started drinking at like 3 in the afternoon. I was already drun by the time everyone got there. I had so much fun and i took pics of it. HAHA! My actual birthday which was Monday the 12th was great. Ben surprised me and came down to see me. He took me shopping and to my surprise bought me a ring!! Its 10k white gold with a realyl dark blue saphire and two diamonds. Which are his birthstone. He picked it out. and he spent a good deal of money on it too.
He is sooo great to me. THings have changed between us soo much. He is different with me and I am different with him. He might be moving in with me for awhile till he finds somewhere else to go. cause his roomies decided to move out on him out of nowhere. And he cant afford to live there on his own. I hope that he does cause i miss him soooo much when he is not around.
We have been getting drunk a lot. i like beer. yummy and vodka yummy to that too. I miss my friends ashlie a lot. I have soo much fun with her and hanging out and shit. I miss all the fun we would have getting fucked up and going to gay bars. I WANNA TAKE YOU TO A GAY BAR ASHLIE!!! She is hanging out with AMber a lot. which all i can say is that i dont get along with amber very well. There is just something about her that i dont trust. But it is alright i know that ahslie is still my best friend. and no one can take my place cause i am the shit so hahaha
well, my car sucks. lala. work is full of stupid bitches and all they do is complain all the time.
I hate my apartment it sucks asshole.
I miss music.........
I miss BEn.....
I miss my dogs..........
I miss having a car......
I miss parties in the ghetto...........
I miss drag queens and queer stripers.........
I miss MY friends.........
I miss having money.......
But I am very happy with my life though. Ben just makes everything better and I love him more then anything in the world. Even though he is a musician and it gets on my nerves. He is going on tour in December he will be gone for 10 days then he will come back for christmas and new yesars. then he will be leaving for 10 days again. I hate that when he is gone for that long. oh well. i am used to it.
anyway that is about it........
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