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Jan 28, 2005 21:56

i saw sideways with courtney and it was amazing, shes cute<3
i am very fed-up with people, stop complaining, serioulsy, what is it going to do? nothing. i am sick of my sister, my mom, people writing in their journals about me, i am sick of eating, being nauseas from my medicaine, when am i going to get adjusted, i am sick of thinking these stupid things.yeah i also like how im compplaing right htere!
=when you have ocd you see things in your head like i cant explain it, look online, its like imagining that you are at the end of your driveway and you are walking up it, you go to your garage door and because its a day dream you could open it if you wanted to right? yeah well no, i fall into a hole or the house crumbles and i literally can't control what im thinking. ill be on the phone and SOMEONE is pressuring me to talk to them, like its my fucking fault, and im imagining my neighbor falling into a hole and i cant help them.i cut my hair today. i took some scissors to my head and cut it reall short and i tryed to layer it but i dont care that i fucked up.my sister is all better so shes going to work on sunday, finally.
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