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Well this is my 2nd post today yes I know but there are alot of things on my mind. Today alot of things happened. I started off in a great mood. Then suddenly things went wrong. Im my personal opinion i cant stand to see people upset especially if it is someone i love. Alot of things happened today that made me think about alot like basically life in general. Im not sure exactly to be happy or sad it seem i am an emotional rollercoaster right now alot has happened to make me sad lately but alot has happened to make me happy. FOr some reason it never evens out though right now it seem the whole world is against me and trying to make me go into some deep depression. Then there is the happiness where i jjust cant stop smiling (mostly around chris). I feel as if i cant make my mind up. Im very indecisive. I dont like it because i like to know things it frustrates me not to know things i get upset if Im left wondering about things. So in other words im not sure exactly waht to do except wait it out and try to be happy and strong for my loved one.