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recently i spoke my mind about someone to a friend, and my irritation upon being reminded of said person as if i'm supposed to care when that person doesn't care... nor does this other person bother to message me otherwise, much like many of the people on my buddy list who ought to be deleted, but my sentimental attachment to precludes me from such an action... and i was soundly attacked in response. though i admit to being cranky and spoke my mind against my better judgment to let sleeping dogs lie, i think it showed to me a fundamental problem in the friendship, and i am sad to say i don't expect this friend to message me again. however, considering the nature of my issue with this person, i simply cannot message him without feeling like a pathetic loser who is never willing to stand his ground because his feelings for people always get in the way; thus, he gets walked on.
here is who i am.
i am not a pussy, so don't try to fuck me. if you want to be my friend, show me, or at least feign that you care so i can pretend that everything is okay. i am not here to be anyone's emotional blanket, nor am i here to boost anyone's ego. guess what, i'm here for ME, and if you want me to be here for you, then you're going to have to make me feel valued and thought of and all that, because you all know full well if i didn't serve up the same for you you'd hit the street a lot faster than i have probably.
*muah*
here is who i am.
i am not a pussy, so don't try to fuck me. if you want to be my friend, show me, or at least feign that you care so i can pretend that everything is okay. i am not here to be anyone's emotional blanket, nor am i here to boost anyone's ego. guess what, i'm here for ME, and if you want me to be here for you, then you're going to have to make me feel valued and thought of and all that, because you all know full well if i didn't serve up the same for you you'd hit the street a lot faster than i have probably.
*muah*