January Boy...
you make me angry... so, so angry.
that's fine; don't message me. i don't care. really, i don't. i mean really. i don't give a fuck. i mean, if you don't give a fuck, i don't. you didn't want to kiss me enough to try, so i don't. you didn't want to open up to me, so i don't. i wanted to linger in bed, feeling your warmth, well at least once, but you didn't, so i don't. i mean really, i don't. but did you? 'cause i mean, if you do, i do. i really wanted to. do you? did you want to kiss me? because i wanted to kiss you. but if you wanted to, why didn't you? just once? not even once? or touch some part of my besides my hand... do i disgust you? it seems like i disgust you. but i don't know. what do i know? you wouldn't kiss me... so i don't know anything. maybe i repulse you. maybe i offend you. maybe you look at me and feel indifference. maybe you just soaked it in like a sponge... but didn't you miss me when i was gone? maybe you love me. maybe you loathe me. i hate you. i love to hate you. and i hate to love you. you wouldn't kiss me; so i wouldn't kiss you.
that's fine; don't message me. i don't care. really, i don't. i mean really. i don't give a fuck. i mean, if you don't give a fuck, i don't. you didn't want to kiss me enough to try, so i don't. you didn't want to open up to me, so i don't. i wanted to linger in bed, feeling your warmth, well at least once, but you didn't, so i don't. i mean really, i don't. but did you? 'cause i mean, if you do, i do. i really wanted to. do you? did you want to kiss me? because i wanted to kiss you. but if you wanted to, why didn't you? just once? not even once? or touch some part of my besides my hand... do i disgust you? it seems like i disgust you. but i don't know. what do i know? you wouldn't kiss me... so i don't know anything. maybe i repulse you. maybe i offend you. maybe you look at me and feel indifference. maybe you just soaked it in like a sponge... but didn't you miss me when i was gone? maybe you love me. maybe you loathe me. i hate you. i love to hate you. and i hate to love you. you wouldn't kiss me; so i wouldn't kiss you.