May 09, 2006 15:33
Ok...so I know I already updated to but I am lil upset and felt the need to write some more. Anyways....I have never been a big believer that people can change. I mean I know people act different ways but I really have never seen anyone change into a completely different person. Well today I have come to realize this can happen. I am just amazed how i used to have this person in my life and I knew without a doubt that I could call on this person and it wouldn't matter the time or what it was but this person would stop and come to help me. Today it is sooooo far from the truth, I don't even know this person any more and it makes me sick. I mean I know people grow apart but this is crazy. I mean I cried today because of the way this person made me feel and I just don't understand what is so different or why it has to be this way, why can't we just be friends like we used to be? So yeah I guess that is my rant for the day....I just hate this feeling of losing a friend how used to mean so much to me!