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I don't know why and I don't know how but for some reason I just want to hold Shanna close and feel her skin on mine. Her hands were so small and her fingers were so slender and she reminded me of olive trees and cerulean blue seas. I replay over and over again the way she let me put my hand on her back.. the way she let me roll on top of her.. the way her lips pushed up against mine... the way she looked at me when she took off her glasses.. the way I felt like I could see into her through her lips and her body wrapped in mine.
I'm trying to get through this. This feeling of loss. I'm trying to push away the feelings of wanting to know more about her and wanting to watch her lips move with the words that escape her mouth. I'm trying to forget about the way she looked in that Sharper Image vibrating chair. And the way I wanted to kiss her in her hotel living room. I'm trying to forget her olive smooth skin and that sexy smirk as she leaned over me.. my hands behind my head.. my girlfriend on top of my body. I'm trying to forget..
I'm trying to get through this. This feeling of loss. I'm trying to push away the feelings of wanting to know more about her and wanting to watch her lips move with the words that escape her mouth. I'm trying to forget about the way she looked in that Sharper Image vibrating chair. And the way I wanted to kiss her in her hotel living room. I'm trying to forget her olive smooth skin and that sexy smirk as she leaned over me.. my hands behind my head.. my girlfriend on top of my body. I'm trying to forget..