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i'm reading a book by the 14th dalai lama about love and compassion. i see myself engaging in the nonvirtuous actions discussed in the book and it makes me hurt. i am starting to see and feel more of what i am reading.
the main thing i am finding myself so frequently drawn to and repused by is gossip. i can't seem to help the word vomit. i'ts like watching a wave move away from a drop of water. the rings spreading out and hitting other things in its path. either my own words or the words of others. i don't like it and i am glad. i am glad to see myself recognizing it so that i can work on it and remove it slowly from my habits.
that idea makes me immensely happy.
the main thing i am finding myself so frequently drawn to and repused by is gossip. i can't seem to help the word vomit. i'ts like watching a wave move away from a drop of water. the rings spreading out and hitting other things in its path. either my own words or the words of others. i don't like it and i am glad. i am glad to see myself recognizing it so that i can work on it and remove it slowly from my habits.
that idea makes me immensely happy.