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it's hot and I have been extremely irregular at work this week. the transition of staying with laura and not knowing whether or not we are commuting together in the mornings has made mornings strange and I have come back a different way everyday.
I biked back from work yesterday, quite the haul since i don't have my bike-butt for the summer yet. It takes awhile to aquire and in the meantime i ache. but i think i have the train pattern down and soon I will have the whole thing down. then of course it will all change again when i move.
everyday seems like a little more limbo.
tonight before laura went to bed she said, "i am sorry you are going through such a rough time right now and i am benefitting from it. I'm really enjoying having you here, it's been a lot of fun..." i almost cried. she's such a good friend.
i told her i would stop being so annoying soon. it was a vocalization of a wish for myself.
everyday this week seems like friday without the gratification of waking up to saturday. the week has been so long, at least tomorrow is thursday and i can think about how the day after is friday. i think we are going to "better than bootleg" tomorrow, some movie projection thing somewhere... vague enough? yeah, i have no idea, i am mostly just going along with the program.
we went to the laundromat tonight. some guy nearly left with our entire load. i would have been utterly screwed, all my work clothes, my good jeans, my sleep clothes, basically everything i have here right now would have been gone. i caught him, seemed like a mistake but also a strange sort of scam, easy enough to pull. . . so weird, the guy buzzed around like he'd had a number of caramel macchiatos and needed a strap-down.
time for bed. seriously.
I biked back from work yesterday, quite the haul since i don't have my bike-butt for the summer yet. It takes awhile to aquire and in the meantime i ache. but i think i have the train pattern down and soon I will have the whole thing down. then of course it will all change again when i move.
everyday seems like a little more limbo.
tonight before laura went to bed she said, "i am sorry you are going through such a rough time right now and i am benefitting from it. I'm really enjoying having you here, it's been a lot of fun..." i almost cried. she's such a good friend.
i told her i would stop being so annoying soon. it was a vocalization of a wish for myself.
everyday this week seems like friday without the gratification of waking up to saturday. the week has been so long, at least tomorrow is thursday and i can think about how the day after is friday. i think we are going to "better than bootleg" tomorrow, some movie projection thing somewhere... vague enough? yeah, i have no idea, i am mostly just going along with the program.
we went to the laundromat tonight. some guy nearly left with our entire load. i would have been utterly screwed, all my work clothes, my good jeans, my sleep clothes, basically everything i have here right now would have been gone. i caught him, seemed like a mistake but also a strange sort of scam, easy enough to pull. . . so weird, the guy buzzed around like he'd had a number of caramel macchiatos and needed a strap-down.
time for bed. seriously.