Sep 27, 2005 16:48
(yes those are song lyrics)
Anyway. I just had what can only be described as a panic attack. In the middle of Hy-Vee for pete's sake. What is wrong with me? Since when do I even *have* panic attacks? I froze, tears stinging my eyes threatening to fall. Somehow I kept them in, willing myself to move forward, but I have no idea how long I stood there, internally repeating "Do not cry. Do not cry. Put one foot in front of the other, and DO NOT CRY."
I don't even know/remember what triggered it, except for maybe the thoughts/stresses/pressures that are always swirling thru my brain these days.