I need new strings

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Well it has been a week since i had to take one of my strings off, i still have no new set to put on there, i hope i can go get some here later. I am supposed to hang out with jemima and andy today, but i dont know if that is going to happen. My grandma went to the hospital this mourning, the only thing the rushes to my mind is "oh shit" because the way her health has been, it doesnt look that good. I dont want anymore of my family to die, i mean i just lost my grandpa in nov. and i still havent come to terms with that. I mean i was going to go to his grave so many freakin times, and i backed out.
The upside to the past few days is i found my inspiration again. i started 3 song ideas, but i need to let it just sit in my mind so i can release the full thought and emotion. Great fun huh. Well, all i ever hoped for was a dream, and now it slowly fades into the distant mist. I like that...i'l use that..woo. well, l8r on people