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i love the wallflowers. the fall is a good time for me this year. i feel very full. not self-sufficient, but self-sustaining. i'm pleased with the decisions i've made recently: not rejoining speech, going back to church, not worrying =), studying hard. i miss stephen, but i'm okay. i hate going to moorpark, but i'm okay. my life is far from unbearable. i love my coffee shop and all of my coffee shop people. i love my friend liz. i love having the freedom to do what i want sometimes... no constant source of stress. only a semester and less than a half left. then i grow up. as much as i've vocally resented my current situation, i think that i'm actually going to miss it. immature, maybe. hating change, maybe. missing my dad, maybe. maybe just in the process of being ready to go by next fall. whatever it is, i'm not worried.
i saw "girl, interrupted" tonight. i liked it, but i thought it was intense. i felt very american midway through it, wishing it was a comedy with lots of poppy music... maybe even a laugh track. very stephen. smile. at the end, though, i was glad i had watched it, because it had a happy ending. chuckle. my americanism prevades regardless.
school's going to be intense this week. i don't care that i said "intense" twice in one entry. i love that word. two midterms and a paper of sorts due on tuesday. an annoying anthro assignment due on thursday. a debate to prepare for argumentation the next week. rah. seeing stephen for real, though. happy about that.
did i say i love the wallflowers? i do.
can't sleep. ugh.
putting on pajamas. washing face. drawing tea. trying to rest. i am content.
i saw "girl, interrupted" tonight. i liked it, but i thought it was intense. i felt very american midway through it, wishing it was a comedy with lots of poppy music... maybe even a laugh track. very stephen. smile. at the end, though, i was glad i had watched it, because it had a happy ending. chuckle. my americanism prevades regardless.
school's going to be intense this week. i don't care that i said "intense" twice in one entry. i love that word. two midterms and a paper of sorts due on tuesday. an annoying anthro assignment due on thursday. a debate to prepare for argumentation the next week. rah. seeing stephen for real, though. happy about that.
did i say i love the wallflowers? i do.
can't sleep. ugh.
putting on pajamas. washing face. drawing tea. trying to rest. i am content.