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I'm very blah. I have chorus in a half hour and really don't want to go. I have no interest in sitting there relearning for like the millionth time how many beats a whole note gets. The beginners this year suck. They can't even sing a scale. It's EASY! Then I have basically lost my two close girl friends and there really isn't any explanation for it and it just bums me out. Things at home like alays suck and school is okay. There is never anything to do once I leave school. The past week or two, I have been coming home and sitting on the computer for endless hours. It is rediculous. Granted Pauly will pop in here and there and I enjoy seeing him, it makes me happy, but as soon as he leaves, I'm back to do the same old nothingness. I don't know. ::sigh:: I have to make a change with something. I don't know what. Heather, Andy, and Danny, tried to make a change where the old crew would hang out again, but that happened once. It wasn't even everybody. I knew it wouldn't work, and it just got hopes up for no good reason. Auto is screwed up too. Me and Jenesy (even though she's not in there anymore) have a kind of protective feeling for our third year class. Like, things were so good last year, and now we have all the second year kids, and they just messed everything up. I don't know. Right now I can probably complain about anything someone throws my way. ::sigh::
I Love You.
I Love You.