I can't eat and I can't sleep....
It's been a while since I've updated this thing. Why? Well, it's kinda hard to explain what's going on when you can't really figure it out yourself. Life seems to be going in all directions at once, and I can't keep up at times; sometimes everything is so stagnant it feels like I'm drowning in a thick muddy swamp.
I almost had a decent looking job, but with this time of the year, all the shifts were booked out, and now I won't start till mid January. Bummer. It was outsourcing in a call centre, but it was fundraising for children's charities, so it was a job with heart. Which I would have been rather happy with. But, alas, it's not to be. Not now, anyway.
What else? I don't find out about uni till mid January either. This is hard, cause it puts me in a predicament. My housemate is moving, and so I've got to find a new place to live. So, it's either a few susburbs up north, or move to Sydney. But I can't do that till I have a job. So I'm in a very stuck position.
And things of the heart.... well, I'm not going to go to detail here. Things are all over the place. Time and patience, that's all I can ask for. That's all I do ask for.
Also, I love Diamanda Galás. If you're looking for a strong independent female musician who isn't about image and actually has something relevant to say, check her out. Because I've noticed the lack of true female role models in this society. Her and Tori Amos seem to be the only worthy female musicians in the public eye. All the others just seem to be about 'look at how pretty and young I am.... oh, and I play music'. There's enough damn female acoustic guitarists out there who sing songs about their ex's. Boring.
I almost had a decent looking job, but with this time of the year, all the shifts were booked out, and now I won't start till mid January. Bummer. It was outsourcing in a call centre, but it was fundraising for children's charities, so it was a job with heart. Which I would have been rather happy with. But, alas, it's not to be. Not now, anyway.
What else? I don't find out about uni till mid January either. This is hard, cause it puts me in a predicament. My housemate is moving, and so I've got to find a new place to live. So, it's either a few susburbs up north, or move to Sydney. But I can't do that till I have a job. So I'm in a very stuck position.
And things of the heart.... well, I'm not going to go to detail here. Things are all over the place. Time and patience, that's all I can ask for. That's all I do ask for.
Also, I love Diamanda Galás. If you're looking for a strong independent female musician who isn't about image and actually has something relevant to say, check her out. Because I've noticed the lack of true female role models in this society. Her and Tori Amos seem to be the only worthy female musicians in the public eye. All the others just seem to be about 'look at how pretty and young I am.... oh, and I play music'. There's enough damn female acoustic guitarists out there who sing songs about their ex's. Boring.