"Tell me your secrets, I'll tell you mine..."
So... the clock is ticking...
just weeks before the big day... RSVPs were due today, but of the 30 somthingi sent out, i have recieved like 10, 11 at the most. yeah, wow. people really know how to write a recipe and stick it in a already paid for envelope.
and do you ever get the feeling that because you're not too sure on how the whole thing goes, like your stumbling in the dark and just ask for some advice, someone else just takes the reigns of everything and just pushes and makes things goe their way? like, i was asking for advice on centerpieces and by the time i get back from Japan, michele's sister (james's aunt) had already gone and bought the stuff for center pieces. like, now we have these - in my opion - not so pretty glass vases, but they're not really becaue they have this wicker cover thingy which i refuse to use wrapped around them. and it's not like i can really say no, because the aunt has gone out of her way of trip planning and her own daughter's wedding to look at stuff for me. ugh. part of me feels that Michele and Aunt Chris are planning and making all the decisions and that this wedding is really more for them than it is for me and james.
i don't know, maybe i'm just getting grouchy because of jetlag and because i'm PMSing from hell. i guess the one thing i can be happy about is that james and i have chosen our rings and the flowers... at least. yeah. i reality, that is all i have truly gotten my full say on, besides my dressand christina's dress.
things will get better, this stress and aggravation i am feeling is all because of wedding jitters and crap like that. everything will be fine. and if not, there is still time to elope. :)
just weeks before the big day... RSVPs were due today, but of the 30 somthingi sent out, i have recieved like 10, 11 at the most. yeah, wow. people really know how to write a recipe and stick it in a already paid for envelope.
and do you ever get the feeling that because you're not too sure on how the whole thing goes, like your stumbling in the dark and just ask for some advice, someone else just takes the reigns of everything and just pushes and makes things goe their way? like, i was asking for advice on centerpieces and by the time i get back from Japan, michele's sister (james's aunt) had already gone and bought the stuff for center pieces. like, now we have these - in my opion - not so pretty glass vases, but they're not really becaue they have this wicker cover thingy which i refuse to use wrapped around them. and it's not like i can really say no, because the aunt has gone out of her way of trip planning and her own daughter's wedding to look at stuff for me. ugh. part of me feels that Michele and Aunt Chris are planning and making all the decisions and that this wedding is really more for them than it is for me and james.
i don't know, maybe i'm just getting grouchy because of jetlag and because i'm PMSing from hell. i guess the one thing i can be happy about is that james and i have chosen our rings and the flowers... at least. yeah. i reality, that is all i have truly gotten my full say on, besides my dressand christina's dress.
things will get better, this stress and aggravation i am feeling is all because of wedding jitters and crap like that. everything will be fine. and if not, there is still time to elope. :)