Happy new year!
2021... be gentle on us.
Hi all!
It's been a long time and I'm sorry because I just don't know what to write anymore... I'm stuck with 280 characters, what a shame, I don't even hit that number.
Fandom
A lot has happened to NEWS and to be honest I'm still riding that emotional rollercoaster... Whenever they are mentioned (NEWS and Tegoshi) I still feel this pain like someone is pinching the thinnest skin of my heart so much that it hurts.
But you know, I'm trying my best to accept the fact that 4nin no more... ouch!
Personal
So, January last year I was assigned to a new account... back story, I really hated the idea of the lateral transfer because I'm not good at Business English and I'm not a fan of adult learners. Then, COVID happened. Before the pandemic, I was literally dragging myself to work every day and I changed according to my coworkers. They said that I was no longer cheerful and my aura felt heavy. On the onset of lockdowns, I stopped going to work, stayed home, and remained offline on messenger from March to July. I used up all my leaves and for the rest, I was on leave without pay... It was really, really hard but I'm thankful because I have a family that supported me. After 4 months of hiding under the rock, I decided to go back to work and every day was like the first but I have to carry on and survive.
The future
There's this thing I really want to try but I just can't seem to take the first step. I am hesitating maybe because I'm not confident enough, maybe I'm scared. I don't know... I'm terrible at decision making, I overthink, I overanalyze things...
For You
I hope you started the year right and may the rest of the year be kinder to you and your family. I pray for your health and well-being. I hope to see you soon <3
-Sheila
Hi all!
It's been a long time and I'm sorry because I just don't know what to write anymore... I'm stuck with 280 characters, what a shame, I don't even hit that number.
Fandom
A lot has happened to NEWS and to be honest I'm still riding that emotional rollercoaster... Whenever they are mentioned (NEWS and Tegoshi) I still feel this pain like someone is pinching the thinnest skin of my heart so much that it hurts.
But you know, I'm trying my best to accept the fact that 4nin no more... ouch!
Personal
So, January last year I was assigned to a new account... back story, I really hated the idea of the lateral transfer because I'm not good at Business English and I'm not a fan of adult learners. Then, COVID happened. Before the pandemic, I was literally dragging myself to work every day and I changed according to my coworkers. They said that I was no longer cheerful and my aura felt heavy. On the onset of lockdowns, I stopped going to work, stayed home, and remained offline on messenger from March to July. I used up all my leaves and for the rest, I was on leave without pay... It was really, really hard but I'm thankful because I have a family that supported me. After 4 months of hiding under the rock, I decided to go back to work and every day was like the first but I have to carry on and survive.
The future
There's this thing I really want to try but I just can't seem to take the first step. I am hesitating maybe because I'm not confident enough, maybe I'm scared. I don't know... I'm terrible at decision making, I overthink, I overanalyze things...
For You
I hope you started the year right and may the rest of the year be kinder to you and your family. I pray for your health and well-being. I hope to see you soon <3
-Sheila