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To start new, I need for everything around me to be new.
distressed
addressed
undressed
I don't know why it all seems really good, but it isn't really good.
I don't know I don't know I don't know.
I'm pinning my hopes on the shirttails of some very specific things, thinking they're the remedy.
(ihopetheyareihopetheyare)
I've got too many books and not enough time. (they pile around me, stacks like skyscrapers)
I've got too many stories to write and not enough energy( it pulls so much out of me, you hear? after writing for two hours I feel like I've been running stairs all day)
I've got too many places to go and not enough friends to go with me. (you've all gone. i'm so far away from each of you)
Mostly I want to drive to North Carolina and stay with my Becky for a week, and then make my way up to NY for Eli and Nick (we could do dinner all three together, fancy dinner. black dresses.joni mitchell. tomato and basil sandwiches!)
I've got too much anger and not enough know how to know where it comes from.(it's not your fault, it's not your fault).
Truthfully, I just want to get drunk, and not go home for once. Where can I start feeling the way I need to be feeling and not have to go home afterwards?
distressed
addressed
undressed
I don't know why it all seems really good, but it isn't really good.
I don't know I don't know I don't know.
I'm pinning my hopes on the shirttails of some very specific things, thinking they're the remedy.
(ihopetheyareihopetheyare)
I've got too many books and not enough time. (they pile around me, stacks like skyscrapers)
I've got too many stories to write and not enough energy( it pulls so much out of me, you hear? after writing for two hours I feel like I've been running stairs all day)
I've got too many places to go and not enough friends to go with me. (you've all gone. i'm so far away from each of you)
Mostly I want to drive to North Carolina and stay with my Becky for a week, and then make my way up to NY for Eli and Nick (we could do dinner all three together, fancy dinner. black dresses.joni mitchell. tomato and basil sandwiches!)
I've got too much anger and not enough know how to know where it comes from.(it's not your fault, it's not your fault).
Truthfully, I just want to get drunk, and not go home for once. Where can I start feeling the way I need to be feeling and not have to go home afterwards?