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Feb 22, 2005 18:23

i was having a conversation with my dad this weekend, about what keeps me from not driving off somewhere where no one can find me and i can do whatever the hell i want. i told him to give me just ONE reason not to...he couldnt. to me that was pretty depressing even though i had thot of two my self (and have remained only at 2 since). two reasons, two, why i shouldnt just keep driving down the 101 some day. my father is pathetic sometimes, even when im staying with him at the marriot hotel next to the AMC 16 on topanga. after all the shit ive been having to deal with the past few days, two things remain in my mind as to what really matter. unfortunately one of them is slipping thru my fingers and i am doing everything in my capacity to make the most of it. can u imagine not having a reason to be where you are?

i saw "garden state" for the first time this weekend. it was better than i thot it would be, and it put me in a good mood to say the least. all i can keep thinking is..."that there is beauty in the breakdown".

...only two. thnx dad

SpacE.
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