Feb 08, 2006 17:18
I'm starting to think I might actually be depressed... I'm always tired... I don't want anything to do with anybody for the most part... I can't sleep too easily, which makes the tired part worse...
The only good thing is that while I feel depressed, I don't feel suicidal.
I guess I don't really mind... ya know. I'm depressed because I'm in pain, and though my pain, no matter how long its there, will in actuality be brief... I know I sound like I'm rambling, but I know what I'm talking about.
Forgive me, my weakness, but I don't know why... without you its hard to survive.
Matt just learned the JO dance... and now he's doing the Carlton...
Anyways, I'ma head out of here. Laterz.