Jan 18, 2006 15:51
So I finally ended up telling mom and dad that I don't wanna do the bull riding... there was a lot of tears, mostly mine, some were dads though... he said he stayed around here and worked because it was a lack of choice. I told mom, dad, grandma, and David, the guy who trains me. Out of those four the only one who wasn't disappointed in me was Dave... shows how much my family supports me, huh?
Then I heard my uncle Johnny had a Heart Attack... I still don't know how he's doing. I want to find out soon...
Katie didn't return any of my calls yesterday... I found out she was sleeping. She probably had good reason to, although the first call was at before 7. Oh well. I'll still get to see her tomorrow, I hope... that would be good... I think for both of us...
Josh left a comment on my journal from a few days ago that made me feel better. Thanks man.
In swimming today I finally touched the bottom of the pool at the deep end. Never have done it before. It felt great to do that.
I really miss you Katie... once a week seeing you saddens me... maybe we can find a less stressful time for both of us and I can come hang at your place for a while. Who knows.
Anyways I'm gonna get off of here, my eyes hurt a bit.
I love you Katie, g'night everyone.
Hope you get better Uncle John